Chose to pursue art without knowing exactly what path it would take. I never said to myself, "I don't care if I fail," but rather, "You have no choice but to succeed." To leave Kenya to study art, while being unable to explain why or to describe what I was going to do, wasn't considered proper. People in Kenya would ask me, "How are you going to support yourself?" or "Where has this thing you're doing ever taken anyone you know?" I didn't have answers to these questions! At the time, I didn't know of any black female contemporary artists. I didn't know of any African contemporary artists who had come from Kenya and gone on to do amazing things. I knew there were some painters in Kenya making modest livings, mostly men. As far as anyone was concerned, I was jumping into an abyss of failures. So for me the idea of failure began with being an artist. Read more here by Nicole J. Caruth